And here we are, trying to write what we feel. As the famous writer undergrown, explaining that after shooting the innumerable paper folios, and place another on the typewriter (there were other times), “the blank page, I looked” (Bukowski dixit). We came the world over, we want to describe what is inside us clear, but you miss the way, on the how. However, although we find a way, the fact intending it is what gives us value. The best way is to define the phrase “ask a question, is to begin to answer.” The search is the attitude that will lead to the solution. Without it, would not even matter. The same happens in our lives. We crawled, trying to find meaning, comfort, answers.
Occasionally we glimpse a guide. Or we move into knowledge that we believe will help us. And the more often we retrace our steps, discouraged, without having found the desired result. Never mind. While we seek, while we have that spirit, we are on track.
And possibly not realize that we’re at it. Many times we blindly self-absorbed in the ruling made in the wrong decision. Not that we had the courage to take it. The day to day we lose perspective. For repetitive, makes us focus on the issue itself, in the wrong door. Not that there are more doors. And above all, that we are free and able to open many more. If we failed, is because we have dared. … Wise to err is wrong, like us. And we continue to do so. Thus, even more significant than the solution itself, which will come, or not, when required, is knowing that by doing so, we constantly find a way out of our uncertainties. Learning from our mistakes and trying again. That is life. Again and again. Nobody is born learned. As we grow, we’re rich. We never stop acquiring knowledge, experience. Of living. It never ends, there is always room for more. To know ourselves, others, that we in this world. Who thinks he knows everything, to be in possession of “truth” is already dead before he died. If we leave, if we are to win, if we ask, we lose that humans have. Our essence, what life in us. If we retain the instinct to search, what else will follow, where the time. It is not the main thing. The main thing is to go ahead. It is our way, and nobody is going to explore it for us. Continue on the road with your eyes open, is the greatest gift we can dream. And we have it. Hala, that’s enough for today. Xavier.